Dear Jochem, I have been searching for years to find out what is wrong with me. I have been convinced for years that something is wrong with me but don't know what, and that torments me terribly. In the meantime, I am also completely under it and don't know what to do anymore. My brother has been institutionalised for a year and I have just heard from him that he has been diagnosed with ADD, among other things. I started looking up a lot about that and it all comes out pretty familiar. both for my brother and myself, and maybe even for my father. But sometimes there are little things I don't recognise then too, so am not quite sure if this is it or not. I hope to get an answer soon, but it's all running stiff here and I fear it will take a while. I'm certainly glad I came across your site, it did give me back my courage. Thanks