Dear reader

One of myself sayings is being stubborn is not a bad thing if you are right and don't hurt others with it. Yes, I live my own life and arrange it in a way that makes me happy and gives me happy moments. I am creative in e.g. bringing the right people together to get them to make great presentations, either personally or in teams. However, all this means that I get ahead of myself and want to reset Zola's ok self in time. If I forget this or have to go through circumstances it goes less with and I close myself off and disappear e.g. a few days in hotel sin count and without letting my beloved know anything . Selfish I don't know Ht I . Eem myself in protection . I do realise afterwards (it's a nice place to live) that this worries the people I love dearly. The other day this happened again and I promised to seek help and. I took a test by Karin windt and visited a psychologist. This one indicated with all probability ADD . We are now looking for a centre where I will be tested. Just this discovery alone gives peace of mind and many answers are answered about min life . Yes that I am a go-getterbbn . Ier finishing everything but handing it over so others can continue with it (which I enjoy) thinking outside the lines, having an exciting and enterprising life and sometimes for me I don't understand boring a monotonous people and sometimes the k boo do they do this (peace ) yes it will be alright where I think I am running into now is that my Body. no longer runs in sync with my thoughts and it is time to accept this . I am already looking forward to where I am next year (patience haha) with or without meds , help . An friends , girlfriend , children .parents etc .even though it is hard to explain let alone be understood that for them normal daily weekly habits are assignments for me . All in all I live me life and look forward to my quest with all enthusiasm .... Collapse